I realized last night, as I was baking cookies, that I love my life. I love my husband and the journey it took to find him. I love our house and our dog and and truly hopeful that one day we will be able to expand our family with kinds of our own. I know I have been obsessed with TTC and now I think I need to stop the obsession and step back and let things go as they should.
We had family over yesterday to put up and get the tree. J was talking with his mom and the Thanksgiving drama was brought up. I mentioned how I was hurt by the comment that J's dad made in front of everyone. J talked to his dad about it and it became a bit heated between them. As much as I don't want to be caught in between father/son relationships, a part of me melted when J said that if his dad is not willing to respect his family and his wife he is not allowed in the house. I melted b/c it means the world to me to know that I mean so much to him. He means the world to me. So I need to stop the obsession and focus on the here and now with my wonderful husband. That just might be my New Year's Resolution- stop the TTC obsession and refocus that energy!
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